Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Lusting after my wife

The aftermath of the prior session in which she let me in her pussy but denied me orgasm was that I had very strong erections during our evening/morning cuddle sessions.  During my commute to work I had near constant erections with accompanying wetness from the pre-come.  I have had this level of desire for her before, but like 20 years ago.  I am now a fully middle aged male and do not get the kind of spontaneous erections that I did as a younger man.

My Queen was gone for a couple of days this week, and that made the desire for her even stronger.  I don't know if other men do this, but I could practically feel the testosterone flowing through my veins.  My beard seemed to be growing stronger.  I needed her.  She sent me a photo of her and I wanted to jack off to it (but of course I didn't).

During our time away from each other, I "suggested" wearing the chastity cage but she did not go for that.  I guess it was an example of "topping from the bottom" and I should not have brought it up.

She told me after the fact that she wasn't really horny when she came into the bedroom (remember, she's the one that's getting the orgasms!), but that I did a good job with foreplay and after a few minutes of kissing and caressing and groping, she said assertively, "I want an orgasm now".  Obviously intrigued with her decision, I asked her how?  Oral?  She said that she wanted my cock in her pussy, but she wasn't ready for me to come just yet, so she told me to use the Hitachi on her clit and finger her.  When prompted like this, a gentlemen must do these sorts of things!

I carefully disrobed her and played with her pussy, then combined my fingering of her wet pussy with the Hitachi on her clitoris.  She came nicely.  She said it was a "short" orgasm and almost seemed disappointed.  We cuddled extensively after that and I had suggested that I get a few strokses inside her, which she did not go for.  I think she realizes that my horniness is such that I won't last long inside her and she clearly wants to delay my orgasm out further.  My guess is that I won't come until maybe next weekend (which would make it about 15 days).

I suppose one of the hottest things about this session was putting her panties and PJ bottoms back on.  There is almost humiliating for me, when you the husband have not had any direct cock stimulation and you are essentially helping the session to be over.  It is an erotic sensation, because you have full knowledge that your marital pussy is not yours to play with for this night.  So I undressed her and she was gleeful that there would be no more orgasms for the night.

The next morning, I got up before her, made her breakfast in bed and I ate by myself downstairs.  My Queen loves breakfast in bed, and I like to make her happy.  I also picked up a Starbucks for her as I was doing errands for the day.  We've had some nice embraces and we've tried to talk about her hotness.  She has mentioned that she'd like my cock in her during her orgasm, but she "doesn't think she can trust me to hold out".  It is very hot to me how she is so possessive of my orgasm right now.

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We had another session since I wrote this, and I did put my cock in her pussy.  I barely made it through, frankly.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Back to wife-centered sex and husband orgasm denial

There are times when you just "know" you are going to have sex.  It was a lazy Sunday and we spent a lot of time together.  I shaved my chest and she took a pretty long shower, so I figured she was doing some maintenance on her pubic hair.  We went shopping and I behaved pretty well.  We went out to lunch.  While that may seem like no big deal, we actually rarely do things like that together.  While we probably have more date nights than the average couple, they are usually very rushed and limited in some way - usually a late dinner only.

Things were going great.  We had a fair amount of Easter related stuff from the shopping trip and as we were trying to get them in the house, my hands were full and she needed to get the keys, which were in my pocket.  In public, she reached into my pocket and "fumbled around" for my keys, lingering for some time and "accidentally" groping my balls.  It is a flirtatious move for sure, and not something she would normally do outside the house.

I knew chances were pretty good that we were going to play.

She came out of the bedroom with her top on, but no panties and no PJ bottoms and of course I was naked.  Yes!  We engaged in a nice foreplay session and I felt her pussy area and she was bald down there.  I sucked on her nipples once again, which is unusual because they are so sensitive that they are usually "invitation only".  But when she does allow that, she almost always demands that I alternate boobs, which I find wonderfully dominant, for her to tell me how to service her.  She gave me awesome foreplay too - she sucked/bit my nipples and gave me a blowjob - yes, another blowjob.  We kissed passionately after she sucked on my cock, which turns me on a lot.

I entered her and she was SUPER wet.  Her being wet makes me feel so virile.  I penetrated her for a little bit, then she said she wanted to come, so she "kicked me out" of her pussy (I don't know what muscles she does to do this, but she's quite effective at it) and I went down on her for oral sex.  She was really worked up at this point, and I knew she was going to come.  In hindsight, my Queen does not like fast clit licking, and this is a mistake I always make.  She likes firm tongue pressure on her clit, but wants the speed to be constant.  The mistake I tend to make is that I get really excited as she is approaching climax, and instinctively speed up.

Well, she came hard, in spite of my exuberance.

I caressed her body as she was "coming down" from her orgasm, but maintained my erection and after a while, I got on top of her.  She assertively said that we were done, that I wasn't going to come tonight.  I was a little shocked, but given what I said in my prior post, it seemed like denying me was on her mind.  She did some mild teasing, saying something to the effect of how nice it is to have sex without the mess of a male orgasm.  I had to calm down and take a sleeping pill, then we cuddled through the night and into the morning.

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Alas, this post is running a little long, but a quick "aftermath" seems in order.  We have not played since Sunday night, but I have had seemingly limitless erections and pre-cum "messes" just thinking about it.  My Queen sort of blew this off a bit, saying something like, I don't get how something so simple is such a big deal to you.  I woke up this morning with a major hard-on and she coyly said that if we had played last night, I wouldn't have come, and that "you are going to have to wait".  

I love this woman!