Things picked up over the past couple of weeks.
My wife and I have very different sleeping patterns. I am a complete wreck if I have anything less than 6 hours of sleep, but I really need 7-8 hours to function best. My wife, on the other hand, retains the same sort of sleeping pattern than in our 20s, and I think that she even pulls all-nighters every now and then.
As is "normal" for us, I went to bed before her but this time, she woke me up for sex. I am a heavy sleeper, so I can't say I am fully cognizant of all the details of how she woke me up, but she got me up and we had intercourse, her coming with my cock in her pussy. I asked her permission to come and she granted it.
She did this again about a week after, but it was a hotter session, more passionate (although I had some "problems"). She woke me up and started sucking my dick. You have to put this in perspective. I really can't remember the last time she gave me head. I used to get it on my birthday, our anniversary, and Father's day, but I think it's been over 2 years since I've had a blowie. It was awesome. This session had a lot of nipple sucking as well. It was a hot, passionate session.
Some Femdom play came into play. She mounted me on top, cowgirl style and reached around to smack my balls a couple of times. I love woman on top sex. I was afraid that all this hotness would result in premature ejaculation. I started thinking about non-sexual things to avoid that. She was getting pretty close to her orgasm, then things didn't feel quite right. It turned out, I got soft. I was pretty freaking embarrassed about that. I am still sort of having some anxiety over this.
The recovery was OK. She got up and then I fingered her pussy and used the vibe on her clit. She had a great orgasm. By that time, I was hard again, and then I came inside her.
* * * * *My thoughts?
- Wife-initiated sex make sex so much hotter. When I reflect on these sessions, she clearly wanted sex with me. And that is awesome. I would say I initiate sex 99% of the time.
- The blowjob? I don't know what to say. Perhaps she wanted to take matters into her own hands to get me harder, faster. I loved it. Will she resume to giving me head from time to time? No clue.
- I am very embarrassed about losing my erection. My wife rarely gets on top. It's the only way she can come from intercourse. I am pretty upset that I blew this.
- The femdom aspect of sex? I truly think she enjoys inflicting pain on me. I see that picking up in our future. If you are a long time reader of my blog, you will probably know that my Queen had a spell where it turned her on to wake me up for sex. One of the hottest sessions we had was when she woke me up, fucked me cowgirl style until she came, and then said, "too bad you can't come; good luck getting back to sleep". Wow, that was a hot experience! Would love to do this again!