With that backdrop, numerous tease and denial sessions in between, and her growing enjoyment of cunnilingus, I was super horny. She started the session by playing with me. I don't have a lot of time to write this, but suffice it to say she teased the hell out of me: nipple torture, ball torture, edging me to near orgasm. I was fully nude and she wore her camisole.
I was a hot mess and then she takes her panties off and mounts me. If I have not said it before, I will say it again: cowgirl, woman on top sex is BY FAR my favorite position. So, I have a number of things going against me here. Very limited orgasms, very highly teased, and my Queen using me as a human dildo. I was not set up for success.
I tried very hard to hold out. I thought about baseball, anything except sex. Unfortunately, I couldn't help but look at the fact that my Queen was riding me and approaching orgasm but it turned me on so much that she was clothed and i was fully nude. It was too much for me to take, and I came inside her pussy before she reached orgasm.
My orgasm wasn't that great, simply because I was trying so hard to avoid it. My Queen had not specifically given me permission to come. It's pretty typical for us to verbally communicate whether it's ok for me to come, and this "consent" did not take place. Plus, I came before her, which is a big no-no.
She was not mad at me. She seemed to actually understand that it was simply too much for me to take. My guess is that probably what she was most disappointed in was the fact that she seemed to be pretty close to orgasm, and then ultimately she got off with the vibrator, as I was once again a hot mess. Literally.
* * * * *I have only come twice from the cowgirl woman on top position: once was shortly after we started male nipple play and this night. It's a rare treat and I love it. I am disappointed in myself for not holding out longer and it would have been great to have her come from my dick. It's the only position that she can come in without the use of toys.
One thing I found interesting was how much of my semen load was spilt back onto my cock and balls. I clearly had a massive load built up, and she even remarked that she was "oozing" the next day.
All in all, I don't think she was actually all that disappointed that I came. My suspicion is she found this situation "amusing" as far as what she can do to me, her power over my body and sexuality.