|Condoms: they're not just for birth control anymore|
I have been fantasizing about Suzy forcing me to wear a condom, as an alternative or complement to denial. Basically, she denies me from having "bareback" sex with her for some time, making me really crazy with desire for getting her juices on my cock.
This has nothing to do with birth control. I was snipped several years ago, and it was a great decision for both of us. No regrets. My Queen actually watched the procedure happen, she was right there in the room and she seems to have been grateful that she was there; she has even bragged about it to her friends (not sure how that's been brought up, but I am pretty sure she has told this story to many of her girlfriends).
|I'm glad Queen Suzy was there to make sure the procedure went as planned.|
It is mildly humiliating (in a good way) to know that Suzy has discussed my little procedure wither her friends.
We did have sex a bit before we were married, but always with a condom. Suzy was not on birth control then, so it was for contraception. Our wedding night was the first time I had ever gone bareback in a woman. It was very special. As my college roommate said, "pussy has evolved for thousands of years to make cock feel as good as possible". I agree. I still remember how exciting it was to stick it into her warm, wet pussy, skin on skin. And that has never gotten old. I generally read health related articles that relate to sex, and I found this study to be pretty interesting. Semen has been shown to have an antidepressant effect in women! That's my kind of medicine!
Looking back on it now, she denied me from her pussy by forcing the use of condoms. This reminds me of how she used to tease me before we began having sex, which was to frequently touch my skin just above my cock, moving from side to side and only occasionally brushing my erection (wow, in those days, my cock was always hard). Even though I had not recognized my submissive desires, these two teases did in fact make me really horny.
Why am I thinking of this now? Why is this erotic to me?
- Forcing me to wear a rubber would be a dominant act, and my submissive mind would view it as another way to control her cock.
- Due to the reduced sensitivity, I would be able to last longer during vaginal penetration
- There would be no mess for her to deal with. Suzy and I aren't on the same page with regard to body fluids. This warrants its own post (one that I have been contemplating for a while) but suffice it to say I think our body fluids are sexy and she doesn't.
- It would be slightly humiliating to me to have two forms of birth control: my vasectomy and a rubber
Further to those points, it would be hot if she "dirty talked" about these points. Something along the lines of "I need your cock wrapped up so you can last longer"; "I don't want your filthy mess going in my pussy; I don't know where that thing has been"; "I want you wrapped up just to reduce your pleasure". Things like that. It would be hot for her to put it on me, without asking and just having to grin and bear it. Or, forcing me to wrap up myself.
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Humph. Well, I wonder what type of feedback she will give me on this. Like I said, I feel a bit excited but a bit scared. I love sticking my cock in her pussy, and getting those female juices on my manhood. I was thinking in my last denial period that I came very close to going through her entire menstrual cycle without inserting my cock in her. During denial periods, she has let me penetrate her, I suppose just as a way to taste what I am missing. But not the last one, she was adamant until she decided to release me. This could be another teasing weapon in her dominant female arsenal.
Even though this is something I fantasize about, I also don't want Suzy to develop depression. There's plenty of my man medicine to cure her of her blues!
|"Hang on a second... I want you to last longer and I don't want a big mess in my pussy."|