|I love to be spanked. She gave me a good swatting after her orgasm, while I massaged her feet. She said she would want to use an implement for the next spanking session. I can't wait!|
Being the submissive I am, I suggested that I be punished if we do not meet this goal. She quickly said, "I already am punishing you, by not giving you release". Wow. I didn't realize this was her position on my denial. That it was because she wasn't coming enough.
With regard to my own orgasms, she stated that she wanted to see my release frequency decline. I like to come, and I am very horny. I wish to come more often, but part of the appeal to femdom play is that it is not up to me, and I accept her decision as to when I will climax. She also indicated that wanted me to be able to pound her when she wants sex, but wanted me to have endurance to hold off on ejaculating. I have some ideas on that, that I will share in a future post.
She made it very clear that she enjoys my erections. In spite of her pleasure being the focus of our sex play, and the rarity of my orgasms, my hard cock is a very important part of our sex play. As she said this morning, "I appreciate you demonstrating your horniness to me".
|Erections are an important part of our play. She ultimately controls the cock, but she wants it hard.|
My sexual fantasies get a lot more hardcore when I am teased and denied. My fantasies of her involving another male into our bedroom, her fucking my ass with the strapon, etc., get more intense when she denies me. She seems to fluctuate on this, so maybe I should also leave this alone for now.
|I fantasize frequently about watching Suzy play with a younger male while I watch. How did these subs get tied up? Perhaps by the domme that took the photo! If she likes my erection, wouldn't she like to play with two? *Sigh*|
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I didn't sleep well last night, and I woke up to a stiff erection. She noticed it, and stroked my cock with her leg and then rested her hand on top of my cock. I caressed her, which she obviously enjoyed, but she refused a morning orgasm. But it does appear that she will be up to playing more tonight. I hope I can come!