|Note also that she is relaxing and he is massaging her feet.|
I have been denied orgasm for approximately two weeks, so I am besides myself in wanting to play with her. The cartoon above captures her sentiments exactly. She wants me to be horny and lusting after her at all times. But she wants to act on it according to her schedule, e.g., if it fits her workload, she is healthy, she is not too tired, etc.
I left her completely alone last night, and she said she was feeling worse this morning. Historically, Sunday night has been the night where we have the most active sex play.
To borrow a sports-related phrasing, my sexy wife has had six "unanswered" orgasms (translation: six in a row, with none for me) over the past two weeks. She has suggested that I wouldn't get a sexual release until July 4 (my own ejaculatory fireworks corresponding with our holiday fireworks that night). She has done an excellent job of teasing me during this denial period, so I am massively horny.
When I am as teased and denied as I am now, I have lots of sexual fantasies. I am constantly thinking of sex, wondering if we are going to play or not, and whether I will get to come. These fantasies get more and more hard core. Perhaps that is for another post, but suffice it to say that she teased me by ogling a guy with a really good body when we were out to eat the other night, and the handsome young waiter we had yesterday seemed overly attentive to her. She isn't shy about pointing out "eye candy" she sees. This plays upon my MFM/cuckolding fantasies that she is very aware of.
My wife blogged about her reading 50 Shades of Grey. I was at Costco and asked her if she wanted it (secretly hoping she would). She seems to be tearing through it, and seems excited to talk to me about it. It is a role reversal of our situation, with a dominant male and submissive woman. She has brought up a few times the female submission contract that the male lead Christian Grey wants his submissive woman to sign. Since I am so horny, I have fantasized about us having a femdom contract along those lines. I don't know if Suzy has any interest in that, but it is certainly keeping my randy mind turning!
* * * * *Her excitement in reading this book, along with the accompanying play we've had is making me a content, if horny, submissive male. I rather like the idea of her reading a sexually charged book, and either talking to me about it, or just unfurling her female dominant desires upon me. I am excited about her next move, I just hope that we can still play, in spite of her illness and heavy upcoming workload.
I asked her the other day, and she agreed that I am doing a good job of not "topping from the bottom". I hope to continue submitting to her in this way. This FLM play is very exciting to both of us!