|We have not been 'connecting' much lately.|
My libido has been down... it's like I lost my mojo.
There are a number of factors for this, but they mostly boil down to stress. Stress in my job, stress with our finances, stress with our home (the number of things that need repair is mounting), and we recently had out of town visitors. Suzy usually does NOT want sex when we have people staying overnight, so I think I simply didn't try. I have a drafted post of the alcohol vs. sex decision. I far and away prefer to play sexually with Suzy, but if I perceive that she will not be receptive to sex, I will likely shake a martini and watch TV or surf the net.
|Quickies are certainly welcome sexual play in our household!|
It was straight missionary sex and I did not last long. While my libido has been low, I have fantasized a bit about the usual femdom things (mainly me performing cunnilingus on her while she plays with another man's cock) and then lost it and came inside her pussy. She did some dirty talking and very matter of factly pointed out that, once again, she was wearing a lot more clothes than I was, indulging my CFNM fetish. She then used the vibrator on herself and had a long, intense orgasm.
This mini session was an oasis of sexuality in the desert of the stressors mentioned above. I have been reflecting on it, and I was wondering if this was a permanent shift due to my age, or a phase of life that will pass. Is my testosterone level going down? Am I losing my mojo?
Our visitors were gone, so I was hoping for some play last night. I still wasn't super horny (as I usually am), but I thought I'd just go for it. I tried to put the moves on her and she was not receptive, although she did appreciate my erection against her body and she said that she wanted me to desire her more. I don't know what my Queen has in mind, but I hope that we shift the balance away from alcohol and more towards sex. So much better for you!
|In spite of my lower libido, I definitely crave her domination.|
I want her to be rough with me and I want her to have lots of sexual pleasure.