|I think I would prefer to take a blow to the head over disappointing my dominant wife.|
Things had been shaping up really nicely for me, as a submissive husband. We were sexting, my Domme Queen had given me a command to buy a new punishment device and had promised my ass would be in pain. Not only that, I was locked in my chastity device at her command. We had everything going for us. She was loving the idea of dominating me, and I was about to get dominated. We were cruising to a female domination / male submission nirvana.
Until I failed miserably, described in my wife's post.
|"Do not follow her lead when he craves her to dominate him: 1"|
From her perspective, she has given me many chances. Without a doubt, communication is the most challenging aspect of any relationship, and more so with a female lead one (IMO).
|Yep, that's me: in the submissive husband doghouse.|
Oh well. I guess I need to try to learn from my mistakes and try to create an environment where she will feel comfortable going back to the frame of mind she had last Friday.
* * * * *Suzy allowed me to be unlocked this morning, although it was not as ceremonious or sexy as past unlockings, in light of the circumstances. I spent two days and two nights locked, and I did pretty well in the Birdlock device this time. I exclusively peed sitting down. For reasons I can't entirely explain, when locked in the CB-6000, peeing was really difficult when I was sitting, but is actually easier with the Birdlock. I guess with chastity devices, men need some time to figure out the kinks (so to speak) and then can enjoy being locked at their Mistress' pleasure. Not sure what my next release might look like, or my next chastity period, for that matter. Hopefully, I can win back Suzy's confidence and she can give me the ass-whipping I deserve (and crave).