There is some irony to this. I crave my Queen to initiate sex, and as a result of my subdued libido, she has been the initiator lately. She commented that she enjoyed my last post, and especially the photo selection of the 'quickie', with the couple each having their socks on.
|Quickie sex is fun, because there is a high amount of passion and excitement|
|For our latest 'quickie', I was nude and she wore boots. Just boots =)|
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I am getting my arms around this scene and a) whether it was a femdom scene or not; b) whether Suzy wants to continue exploring femdom sex.
First, was this female-dominant sex? I am quite certain that I will get this wrong (I will usually hear about my posts not properly interpreting things from her perspective). I am thinking that it was. While it's hard for me to claim that I was "used" for sex (a big fantasy for me as a submissive male), there were certain elements that made me feel like I was dominated. It was a real turnon that she initiated it (maybe even demanded it), and the tremendous amount of pressure to perform put me in a deep sub-space. I felt very much controlled by her. While I came first, this seems to be "normal" for quickie sex for us.
Secondly, does my Queen want our sex life to be female-dominant? We've had some ups and downs, and just as I think she was feeling comfortable with administering pain, I screwed up. I don't know where she stands with this.
I do know that I wanted to ask her to spank my ass during our quickie. I am really glad I kept my mouth shut. My mouth gets me in a lot of trouble with regards to sex. Sometimes I wish that my mouth is occupied during our sex play to keep me out of trouble (either via cunnilingus or a ball gag).
I do know that I enjoy female dominant and male submissive sex. I fantasize about our past sexcapades and hope we can return to our play. I believe I am a sexual masochist. I like when she is rough with me. I really miss her cock and ball torture, and her playing with my nipples was really starting to get interesting. I don't know if Suzy realizes how much I like to be dominated.
|I googled "woman on top" and liked this image. The man seems to be at her mercy.|