It reminded me of the session we had on Jan 1 where I was bound fully nude and my Mistress "inspected" me. It really puts me in subspace to be fully nude and have her go over my body. I don't know if that's her intent, but that's how I perceive it. She is examining me. I love it when she compliments me on my muscular development. That alone makes me want to work harder to have a harder body for her. I like feeling like a piece of meat =)
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Suzy has been ill. We have completely different responses to being sick. She normally wants to be left alone and sleep as much as possible. I became noticeably hornier (and that says a lot!!) when I am sick. I am not sure why that is. I guess it is a reaction that I feel physically bad, so I want to make up for it by feeling good from an orgasm.
That's not in the cards for now. Suzy did allow a nice orgasm on Monday. She did not touch me at all. She just rolled over and went to bed. Tuesday night, I went to bed really early, so no sex play. Last night was really fun. I was nude as she climbed into bed. I had a tremendous hunger for her. She was open to my caresses (thank you!!) and flipped over and started to grope me, but in a very slow, sensual manner. I am glad that I had removed my chest hair, as she was resting her head on my chest. I didn't know what to expect. She roamed around my body and then found her way to my genitals. She squeezed my balls ~ it felt so good, I started to moan, then she started to alternate between my cock and balls. I was loving it. After some time, she began to slap my balls. I told her it felt so good and then she said she wasn't doing that for my pleasure, she wanted it to be painful. True to her word, she stepped it up to the point where I was yelping. I honestly don't know why this turns me on so much. She stopped and rolled over.
I moved to cuddle her, and my erection poked against her body. I was really hoping she could climax. She then said that causing me that pain made her horny. YES!!!
After her orgasm, I was in one of the deeper levels of subspace. I told her that it really turned me on that she owned my cock and that even though I was very horny with a bad case of blue balls, I really loved the fact that she was controlling my orgasms. She told me I should be careful what I wish for. Yikes! Help?