I screwed up again. Maybe the first time was amusing, but I don't find this stuff amusing anymore. Not with my behavior, with premature ejaculation.
My beautiful bride gently awoke me out of my half-slumber last night. She said I "was wearing too many clothes" and I took my shorts off. She fondled me and I quickly became erect. She was wearing one of her "sexy nighties" and I was getting turned on. After a while, she got on top of me. No nipple sucking like last time, but I definitely could feel her large breasts against my chest. She began thrusting and then she paused, to lick my nipples. What a turn on! She was doing it all! Foreplay, woman on top, sexy outfit, the whole nine yards. She was getting going, then... I reached the point of no return.
Dammit. I couldn't stop it at that point. I came, it was really a great orgasm too. She told me afterwards that she was almost there. I feel really bad. I don't know what's coming over me. I had NEVER come from the woman on top position before. Now, I can hold out at all. I feel that she is disappointed in me. I feel I have a "problem" with this.
I did help to "finish" her off with the Hitachi. Her orgasm was intense, it was incredibly long and she seemed to be in ecstasy. I am happy with that.
How can I last longer? I feel guilt and frustration over my lack of control.