I have not had a chance to blog about the ultimate domination experience my domme mistress treated me to on Sunday night. Wowsers! I will try to recount:
She was out late and said that she would text me with instructions on how to prepare. She insinuated that pain would be involved - pain to my genitals to be specific. The night wore on, and I was concerned that I wouldn't receive the instruction and consequently wouldn't get the session she had planned. I was eagerly awaiting my instruction, and the subsequent domination session to follow.
|She didn't shop, but she did Facebook|
and check email while I lay helpless!
|I never saw my domme punish me, but|
she could have looked like this!
Then, it was time for some sex play. For her. She lay down beside me and got out the Hitachi Magic Wand. She really enjoyed herself. I couldn't (voluntarily) feel her. But she came hard. Suzy doesn't really masturbate much on her own, to my knowledge. But it is really hot when she does it in front of me, as a tease. It screams "I am enjoying my awesome sexuality, but yours is owned by me". *Sigh* When she does do it, she really lets herself go and writhes in the pleasure. She moans loud and she undulates her body. It's like she is exaggerating her pleasure - for my submissive benefit. It really does heighten the disparity between her and me.
What followed her orgasm was a bit confusing to me. She coyly stated, "I can finally bask in my orgasm without you pestering me for pussy." During our more typical sex sessions, after she climaxes, she wants to rest a bit before either giving me a handjob or letting me finish off in her pussy. She was teasing me about my predicament, where I couldn't make any move. I love verbal as well as physical teasing. Well, she lay beside me, and started falling asleep. My Queen can nod off at the drop of a hat. I lay there, and without the adrenalin from the cock and ball torture, I started to actually get a bit cold. I was naked without any covers. Suzy appeared to be falling asleep, and implied that that was it for the night. She teased me about me having to sleep tied up. I was not sure if that was her plan, i.e., she wanted to deny me and force me to sleep nude and restrained, or if she was teasing and would resume the play. I was really confused. I honestly thought that was going to happen. I just was hoping that whatever she decided was deliberate, as opposed to "oops, I fell asleep, sorry about that". The thought of her doing that, forcing me to sleep that way, without orgasm was staring to excite me, except I really was getting genuinely cold. She kind of shook out of her sleep and then chastise me a bit (because I was telling her that it was OK), and then unfastened me and instructed that I was to come in her pussy.
I was really very horny and wanted to come. I was nervous though because I usually have very poor stamina when I am that horny. She told me to go fetch the paddle as she wanted to spank my ass as I penetrated her. I had a bit more stamina than I thought I would, but still came quickly. It was a fantastic orgasm. I love it. I had to clean up the sex toys and got straight to bed, where she slipped into her flannel PJs (I am not fond of flannel!) and we cuddled each other to sleep.
|This is kind of close to what it was like, except I was blindfolded and instead of the wine it was the |
computer. Ah, the disparity of female and male roles! Puts me in my sub-space!
Why did it take me so long to blog about this? Life has been hectic, at work and at home. I often blog in the morning, which is usually the only time I have some peace and quiet. We both wake up around the same time, and I drink coffee and try to do some blogging while she gets ready. I will then prep her breakfast and our hectic day begins! I have also been a bit under the weather and very fatigued at night.
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After this session, she, as usual, didn't want to talk about it. I wish I knew: can this kind of play become our normal sex play? Or does she need to be "inspired" to dominate me like that? I think she honestly enjoyed it. Being tied up is probably my favorite kink, but we don't do it that much. I love the surrender, the trust involved, and leaving my fate in her (dominant) hands. We shall see...