|There is a human being with feelings, hopes, and dreams attached to this cock... what a second, maybe it's just a piece of man meat with the sole purpose of satisfying a woman's sexual cravings.|
- My wife has developed a bit of a kink for erections. She seems genuinely upset with me when we are in bed (whether or not we are playing) and I am not hard. Fortunately for me, I usually am erect around her. This "fetish for hard cock" makes me wonder about her reaction to having two sexually excited men in her presence, both hard cocks telling her that she is sexually desirable. A submissive hubby craves to know... how would she react to a "two cock salute"?
- My Suzy states as her main reason for denying me orgasms that she enjoys the attention that she gets from me when she doesn't allow me to come. There seems to be a plausible scientific explanation for this, related to the biological impact from a male orgasm; the stereotypical man wants to sleep and women want to cuddle. My perverted mind races and, knowing that she likes cock and penetration, what would it be like to have a "friend with benefits" provide the sex she needs but keeping me teased and denied to satisfy her need for her hubby's attention and focus? The "stunt cock" would effectively fuck her silly but she would have a horny husband to cuddle and follow her around like a puppy dog.
- It is time for her annual "beef fest" in which she will go for a "charity fundraiser" that involves very fit, semi-nude men from a particular profession. I doubt that many husbands are too keen on their wives going to such an event. The "turnabout is fair play" equivalent would be for me and the guys to go to a bikini contest. Technically there's no nudity, but very fit "models" parading around in half naked with their six packs out, for female gratification. I am certain that Suzy would not want me to go to a bikini revue. Last year, she asked for my permission, and I found it to be extremely erotic for her to go. I think she sexted me a bit about the "hot men" she was checking out, and she got some of them to autograph stuff for her. She very erotically denied me after she got home - she really had me worked up that I was going to get some action and she very unexpectedly told me she wanted me to stop penetrating her and she didn't want me to come. Well, this year, she didn't ask to go, she just made plans and... she's going. I asked her about that (receiving my permission) and she kinda rolled her eyes at me. I don't know where her head was with that: either "come on, you enjoy me looking at these men almost as much as I do"; or "please, I don't need your permission to check out some grade A male meat".
* * * * *Perhaps in years past, I would be jealous of this extra-hubby activity. I don't know. I guess I enjoy her being free to express herself and her sexuality. Maybe she always wanted to look or try out other men but repressed it as "perverted". Believe me, nobody's more perverted than me. Our sex life has really opened up lately, and it is refreshing to feel like our communication is open enough to discuss our innermost fantasies. I do feel very submissive to her when I am naked in the bedroom and await for her entry into the marital bed. I crave her touch and wonder if she is going to gratify me, and to what extent.