In addition, Suzy was wearing her "denial" panties last night and I made a comment she didn't appreciate (unintentionally, but still, she was upset about it). These three things: she wanted to experiment with this, she didn't want me to come, and I "misbehaved" should have clued me in that that's what was going to happen last night.
We started off with some cuddling and I kissed her some. She was accepting of my affection (yay!) and she started to explore my body. My heart skips a beat I get so excited when she caresses me. The suspense of what stimulation she will give me has been mind blowing lately. She started stroking my cock and I was trying to caress her back, but the pleasure I was getting made it hard for me to focus on her back. She stroked my cock, pretty much the same as she would do with a regular handjob. She kept going and I kept getting more and more aroused. I told her I was getting close. At one point, she stopped touching my cock and then she kind of sat up and I could tell she was smiling. She was engaged in what she was doing, that's for sure.
She stroked me some more, still sitting up and providing a good deal of focus on what she was doing. I told her I was about to come, and I felt the "point of no return" was imminent. She let go of my cock just after I reached that point, and I ejaculated a pretty good quantity of semen. But it wasn't that pleasurable and I know that I didn't have a "complete" orgasm. It felt (my eyes were closed) like my cock was twitching uncontrollably in the air but I just didn't have that extra push to make it a pleasurable orgasm. It felt good... the cock stimulation itself feels great. It didn't hurt but it was really not satisfying. After a regular orgasm, I really have no interest in sex and I am satiated. I usually just clean up my mess and I cuddle Suzy and fall asleep holding her. None of that happened. I was wide awake and I was still horny... maybe a little less horny than before our session, but my libido didn't "crash" like it does post orgasm.
|I expelled semen (ejaculated) but the orgasmic pleasure was not there|
I wanted to give Suzy an orgasm after I cleaned up but she didn't want one. Hopefully tonight! I asked her about it a couple of times, and the only thing I got from her was that this was an experiment of sorts. Perhaps she is evaluating my response between a flat out tease and denial versus a ruined or minimized orgasm. I am not sure.
I have had unintentionally ruined orgasms before. Suzy can fall asleep relatively easily and she has fallen asleep while giving me a hand job - at the moment of truth - before. I was pretty frustrated at those times, but that was before we were playing with her being in charge of my cock. I am curious to know her thoughts on this "experiment".