Sunday, December 4, 2016

You'll Shoot Your Eye Out!

Suzy returned from her playdate unsatisfied - no female orgasms.  She told me that her new friend came THREE times but unfortunately he did not get her to climax.  She coyly said she had "blue ovaries" and needed an orgasm.  We were able to get a few minutes to ourselves and finish the job with a fully clothed vibrator orgasm.  Suzy was then sexually satisfied - I had to wait a couple of more hours.

To put what I'm about to say in perspective, realize that I had been denied for a little more than two weeks and Suzy had done at least 4 tease and denial sessions.  Following one of the more intense sessions, I confessed to her a fantasy that she conducted a tease and denial session on me in front of her friend, and that once she thought I'd had enough teasing, they would have sex and I'd have to wait until the next round.  To my surprise, she thought that was a hot fantasy.

With that context in mind, Suzy emerged from the bathroom for my well deserved "reclamation".  She didn't want intercourse, and I had discussed with her previously that a handjob might be better for me seeing as I probably would only last two strokes or so inside her pussy.  So there I was, fully naked and horny as I've ever been, and Suzy began stroking my raging hard erection, with occasional pauses to play with my balls.  During this time, I began to think of the above mentioned fantasy, of being openly teased in front of her lover.  And then I began to sink into as deep of a sub-space I've ever been in with the thought that Suzy's lover had entered her hot pussy three times and that I was *only* getting a handjob.

So to recap: 2 weeks without ejaculation, 4 intense tease and denial sessions, Suzy "saving" her pussy for her lover, him coming three times, me fully nude getting stroked by my bride fully clothed.

I came HARD.

I shot my eye out.  Literally.  The first volley of semen landed directly on my eye (it was closed).  The next load landed somewhere on my chest, and I had a lot more closer in.  It was a big load.  For the sake of scientific knowledge, I measured the cock to eye distance, and it's close to 3 feet.

As a general rule, the farther I shoot and the bigger my load, the more intensely pleasurable the orgasm is.  And that was certainly true for this climax.  It took a lot of Kleenex to clean myself up.

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Even though that was an intense handjob orgasm, as I've pondered this, I wonder what it would have been like to come inside her with that kind of ejaculation velocity.  Her poor cervix!  

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Suzy's Sugar Walls - Unbridled Female Sexual Pleasure

I will continue my thoughts about marital communication later.  Lots happening for the upcoming holiday.  Suzy's period started last Wednesday and she assertively told me that I would not have an orgasm until her new "friend" had intercourse with her.  So, that meant two criteria were at play: she had to finish her period and then she and her friend had to have a time that worked for their schedules.  Then, I could have an orgasm.  Of course, it was understood that the same restriction did not apply to her.  During our pillow talk, I asked her how many orgasms she thought she might have until I could come, and she said something like 6 or 7.

As of this writing, she's had (at least) five orgasms, and I've had FOUR tease and denial sessions.  Suzy woke me up one night and played with my cock and balls - basically teased me silly.  I had taken a sleeping pill and was simultaneously in deep, deep subspace and partially asleep.  I understand the gentlemen thing to do given our "situation" was to take care with an orgasm after she determined I was sufficiently teased.  But unfortunately, I passed out.  Husband Fail.

Last night we had a fancier than normal datenight and we talked about our cuckold relationship discretely but honestly and openly.  She lovingly told me what she had in mind for her upcoming meetings with her lover and checking in to make sure I was still OK with things.  More on that in another post.  Anyway, I am super horny for that hotwife and can't wait to see what happens.  We ended up going to bed relatively early and I was able to pleasure her before bed.  What a hot experience!  Here goes:

I asked her to come to bed without her panties and she said, no, you have to work for it.  Hot.  Have I mentioned how sexy her confidence is?  She is becoming more and more sexually confident by the day, which I am loving.  So, I had to give her nice foreplay, sucking her tits, kissing deeply, then taking her PJs and panties off.  She loved feeling my erection and my desire for her.  She asked that I be naked.  I fingered her with the Hitachi on her clit.  She did not want me inside her, wanting to be "fresh" for her lover.  I fingered that special G-spot and then during her orgasm - as I've been doing with my cock when it's wanted inside her - I stopped the vaginal thrusting/massaging and just let her vaginal wall contract against my finger.  Words can't describe how sexy that is to me.  Any longtime reader will get how much I love her orgasms, but the involuntary orgasm spasm of her womanhood is just the sexiest thing ever.  I suspect I can sometimes feel it with my cock, but much more so with my finger.  And I don't think she always does this, seems like the more turned on she is the more likely it is to happen.  Who knows, maybe she will "squirt" someday!

I dressed her after that, and she teased me - me fully nude and her fully clothed, just like she had done before.  Intense pleasure for me, but no sexual release.  I love my hotwife!

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To say my balls are blue is an understatement.  My last orgasm was Nov 6, so I have a two week+ load building up for her as soon as she has her second playdate with her older friend.

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Marital Communication, Part 1

After 20+ years of marriage, I can honestly say that we have the very best communication that we've ever had.  But it hasn't always been that way, and there are times when I think I am the one that is having difficulty communicating.

Let me back this up.  I have always been an experimental type.  I'm the kind of person that gets annoyed that I only have three routes to go to work.  I like trying new things, new foods, new just about everything.  I rarely follow recipes (which means I don't bake!).

Even if you don't like something new, try it again, just to be sure you don't like it.  I was driving to work and I had a sip of my coffee and it tasted terribly soapy.  It was awful.  But I tasted it again, to prove to myself that it was in fact soap.  And probably a third or fourth time.  I convinced myself that the mug had not been fully rinsed.

I've always thought of myself as sexually "kinky".  When we were married, one of Suzy's friends got us a restraint set, intended as a joke - a gag gift.  I of course wanted to use that restraint with my bride.  For many years, we didn't do a lot of kinky stuff.  Suzy wasn't comfortable with it, and there are some things that she's still not comfortable with.

The most common sexual advice I've seen is to communicate your desires to your partner.  As I book I'm reading states, "love makes requests, not demands": I like it when you xzy... I like to do abc to you.  The general idea being that a partner may not know what you like and generally speaking will want to please the one they love but may not know how to.  Does that make sense?  So, I've been pretty vocal about that.  Just recently, I told Suzy that I missed being dominated by her.  Then she told me something that hit me like a ton of bricks: why don't you tell me what you want to do to me?  That gets her excited.  So, I'm going to work that level of communication into our bag of tricks.

We had a date-night of sorts last night, after a couple of days apart due to business travel.  It was as if we couldn't talk to each other fast enough, we wanted to catch up.  But it felt like love.  And I did miss her terribly, it's hard to communicate in a different time zone.

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Alas, we got to bed fairly early last night "to cuddle".  I was so horny.  I told her that I wanted to masturbate on my trip, and she seemed pleased that I didn't.  It turns out, she masturbated twice, which made me very excited.  Suzy is on her period.  She can orgasm quite nicely, but it requires a lot of pressure with the Hitachi.  So, I put the vibe in its proper place, and sandwiched it with our bodies, being careful not to have any stimulation on my own genitals.  She loved the pressure, and her clit was very well satisfied.  I took my shorts off and she stroked me, played with my chest, and balls, and she fell asleep with her hands on my genitals.  I felt loved.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Playdate with Photos; Confident Hotwife

Sunday was a hot, intense experience for me.  Suzy had sex with her first "older" guy after he had flaked on her earlier in the week.  I locked myself in chastity Saturday night.

She was still feeling the sting of rejection from "don" the guy who fucked her and never returned calls and texts.  I told her to forget don, there's something wrong with him, not her.  It is surprising to me that he could make her feel so down on herself.  I told her that hotwifing is intended to build up her self esteem, not bring it down.

Prior to her date, Suzy did not exactly dress up due to child reasons (would have freaked out seeing mom in a fuck me dress).  I think we both like the idea of me helping her get dressed for her dates.  She did ask if she she wear the anklet (hell yes!) and she later said that he liked it, it was a good call to wear it.  I helped her pick out panties that matched her bra.  She told me that her lover liked lipstick and heels.  I took my pants down so she could see my locked state, with my head busting out of the slit very obviously.  I was trying to get hard as best as I could.  She really does like to tease me that "you can't get hard in that thing", "no erections for you", things like that.  Most of the day, my hands were visibly shaking.  She had my chastity key, which she usually carries safety-pinned to her bra, instead attached to her "bag of tricks" (which contains her condoms, and an assortment of lovers-only sex toys). I am certain that he knew I was locked up.

She left.  I got a text from her that she was at his condo.  She was a bit nervous.  I watched football and checked some hotwife forums.  I noticed a good bit of pre-come oozing throughout the date.  I was sort of expecting to get the photos in real time.  But I guess when you think about it, it would be distracting to stop sex for that.  So, she texted me that she was done and would be coming home soon.  Of course, I asked a ton of questions.  She didn't answer a lot of them, but then said "photos to follow".  I got three photos:

  • One of both their asses and his balls.  it's obvious he is inside her.  Hawt.
  • One of her cowgirl style.  It's a hot photo.  It really shows off her big tits well.  But it's not a selfie, it's obvious her "friend" took it.
  • One of her sucking his dick, wedding rings CLEARLY showing, grabbing his cock while she sucks it.  Out of this world hot photo.  Again, it's obvious her playmate took it.
  • I'll ask if I can post them.

She started home, telling me she was hungry, so I tried to time some dinner when she got home.  I went to the car and we talked about it.  He had offered to take her to the hot tub (presumably as he was in his refractory period for the next round), but she didn't do that.  He came twice, she didn't come.  She said she got close when she rode cowgirl.  He did oral on her as well.  She said his first orgasm was intense, second one not as much.  Not sure if he used his own condoms or the ones I gave her.  She was pretty happy how it went, although obviously we would have preferred her to orgasm.

I kissed her in her car, then we went to eat dinner.  Throughout the night, she made some comments that only I could get, which was pretty funny.  She got ready for bed at a reasonable time, and she unlocked the lock, I took the device off and went downstairs to clean my penis as best I could in the sink.  She came out in lingerie, which I specifically asked for, but frankly she very seldom wears.  She talked a little bit more about her encounter, which was hot, and she asked that I get a condom.  Anyway, as we're doing foreplay "Louis" texts her and asked her to come over and play (it's 9 - 10 o'clock at this point).  I said, "ill drive you".  She was too tired.  In fact, she kept telling me that her legs were sore, which was really giving me some nice cuckold feelings - that the other male wore her out and it wasn't a given that I was going to lay my own wife.  For her playdate with "Nick", she straight up told me, "i'm too sore for any more sex".  Anyway, it's kinda hot to hear your wife imply that she might not have enough left in the tank to fuck you.  As an aside, she complained about her soreness the next morning as well.

So, I put the condom on, began penetrating her.  She has a certain style of fucking she *demands* of me.  Really slow, deep strokes, and then she tells me when to stop thrusting when the Hitachi wand has put her clit over the edge.  I can usually figure out when she's coming, and I just hold my cock as far inside her as I can during her orgasm.  This time, she told me to stop.  That was really hot.  I really, REALLY like it when she tells me what to do during sex.

After her intense orgasm, I knew I wouldn't last that much longer.  But the condoms do help me with that stamina, frankly.  Anyway, she started talking really dirty, I asked her to call me a cuckold and she did, and it was all too much, so I came.  My wife had caused three male orgasms that day.  Unfortunately, she only came once.  Still super hot.

The next morning, she said she felt super confident.  That's a big benefit of hotwifing.  It appears she will play with him again.  It is possible that "Louis" will also play with her again.  As far as i know these men are in her little black book of friends with benefits.  Then, she teased me and said something to the effect that, "he came up with some ideas for what we can do next time to include you in our play".  WHAT?  He's colluding with her on her hotwife activities?  I like the guy already.  I asked her what they had in mind, and she said, "that's on a need to know basis".  She won't tell me.

Anyway, he does live an hour away, but him hosting is nice.  Maybe old guys do rule?  We'll see what the next move is!

Sunday, October 30, 2016

New Old Playmate

We've had a lull lately, for a variety of reasons.  Suzy maintains her dating profile and will occasionally scour the area for younger studs to play with.  Suzy provides updates on her search sporadically, and will often dismiss someone slightly younger than me as "too old".  Ugh, I feel a little weird with that!  Anyway, even though her profile is explicit about this, older men still "apply".  One of them somehow got through the initial screening and she approached me about it.

"Maybe older men will be less flaky", was the only thing I could think of saying.  As some background to this, she had been chatting with a 22 year old (!) and another younger buck, who basically fell off the face of the earth.  So, that's where my head was at.

Anyway, Suzy and I had sex last week and she gave me some background around this guy.  Seven years older, didn't think he was "cute".  She went through a pretty extensive email discussion that they've had.  To summarize, he's "interested" in the cuckold lifestyle to the point where he asked a lot of questions, including if I wear a cock cage (Suzy: sometimes), am I excited by her play or do I "accept it", things like that.  They have been texting and emailing quite a bit.  She said that he plays with a cuckold couple regularly.  Suzy's view of "experience" in this area has been a little confusing to me, but she seemed turned off by the fact that he still plays with them, and presumably has sex with others as well.  I think Suzy prefers her partners to be monogamous to her - she certainly demands it of me!

Anyway, we had sex that night and she had a meet and greet planned for the next day, which she assumed she'd cancel.  She went ahead with it, and as usual was a little coy about things.  Told me she was shaving her pussy that morning.  She said that they talked about a lot of "stuff", but only the last part of the conversation was about sex.  She told me that as he got up to leave, he was "tented" so he obviously was turned on by her.  Which frankly is a huge part of the appeal of this lifestyle to me, that other men find her as hot as I do.  And the biological realities being what they are, men cannot hide their sexual arousal.

The bottom line, is that she has decided that she likes him and wants to play.  They have a date planned, and I fully expect Suzy will have sex with him.  He seems to like the idea of sharing photos with me, so it is entirely possible that during their date, I will receive a snapchat or a text of her sucking his cock, penetrating her, etc.  I'm clearly excited about this development.  So, this week we will get some sort of read on whether older men are more or less flaky, albeit with an n=1.

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Suzy has used the term "lifestyle" a lot lately.  There have been ups and downs, for sure with our experiment into hotwifing, and at times she seems to want to give up.  I'm totally ok with that, if she decides that down the road.  Before we ventured into this, Suzy said that once she has sex with another male, it can't be un-done.  That's true.  Cuckolding is NOT for everyone.  But this adventure has been very exciting for us both, and I don't regret anything.  It's been a fun journey, it's really improved our communication, and I feel very close to her for sharing this fetish.  The question I have is: who is enjoying this more: me or Suzy?

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Note to my Hotwife

I realize I've been quiet lately when you've talked about "the lifestyle".  I know you want my thoughts.  It's been hard to sit down and think of them.  Here goes:

I enjoy the hotwife lifestyle.  A lot.  I am not anywhere near invoking a "veto".  I suppose that blogging and checking out forums is my way of trying to figure out that my abnormalcy is "normal".  Haha.  The truth is that many married men fantasize about their wives fucking.  I just happen to be among those that do.  As strange as it may seem, the more you've played, the more exciting it's become.  I don't feel jealous.  When you play, I get antsy that you are safe, and that you are having a good time.  I want you to have a good time.  It excites me a lot.  I definitely feel an "angst" but I don't think of it as jealousy.  I like to share :)

The fact is, if you never fucked another man besides me again, I would be fine, and it would still be exciting for you to tease me about it.  I really do love it during sex when you dirty talk about your naughty exploits, all the virile studs that want your naughty MILF cougar pussy.  No regrets.

Hotwifing is intended to boost your self esteem.  That's a big benefit of it.  I think it works wonders on your confidence when things are working right. I don't want to see you so bummed out about some bum.  I really don't understand why all the flakiness.  From the blogs and forums I've seen, it sounds pretty common, if that makes you feel any better.

I had sort of envisioned a scenario where you have multiple play partners to overcome the flake situation.  That way, you get a variety of men to sample from, all the while exciting me as the cuckold husband.  I feel better about that from the standpoint of you getting less chance of "attaching".  I take your word for it that you will talk to me if you ever feel like you are getting too close emotionally, and we would do something about it.

I have a lot of fantasies running through my head.  I really do like the idea of you sending me naughty photos from your "dates" and - I think <previous lover's> idea of me driving you around while you play in the back is very hot, and I didn't even think of it!  Someone as perverted as me!

I obviously really, really want to watch you fuck.  I like the idea of the swinger party.  Just watch and see if the vibe (haha) is right.  Maybe meet a former lover there?  For a convenient place to play?

So, I am not sure I'm really helping.  I like you owning and exploring your sexuality.  I can see the confidence in you grow, and I really like that since confidence is so sexy.

I am enjoying this journey.

I have a lot on my mind.  I am conflicted about a few things.  I have concluded that I clam up when you talk about your lovers because it excites me so much that I feel a need to restrain myself so that I do not "top from the bottom" (or is that cuckold from the bottom?).

My other main conflict has to do with dominance and submission.  Another post.

Love you my dear Queen Suzy.

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Suzy's Playdate... Going all the way

Suzy followed up her "no sex" playdate last Friday.  It was a start and stop kinda thing, he originally cancelled on her for Wednesday, and there was some back and forth but Thursday night, as Suzy and I were playing, she said they were getting together for sex Friday.  We had some playful sexting banter during the day - I recall I texted her that I hope she's as wet as I am (from my pre-come thinking about it).

She said she'd be back by 8 or so, so I started to get a little concerned when it was past 8.  I took care of some domestic things, then shook a martini while I screwed around looking at cuckold blogs and forums.  She finally texted me and said she was done and heading home.  She explained to me that because her "cover" was going out with the ladies for dinner, she had to stop by and get some fast food before coming home.  I realized that I should go meet her at said fast food place.  She was eating in her vehicle alone, and told me the high level naughty details.

I asked about condoms, and she said they didn't use them.  He came inside her twice.  I was caught off guard by that.  She told me that he was snipped, and so I thought that down the line, if he works out, going bareback was a possibility.  But he came inside her.  Twice.

The bad news is that she did not orgasm.  She seemed a little "meh" about the encounter because she didn't come.  All I could think about was rectifying that situation.

When we finally had some adult time, she came out and I practically ripped her PJs off her.  She had to be expecting that.  We both wanted her to come.  Bad.  I hadn't gone done on her in a long time, so I suggested cunnilingus.  She gave me this look, but I just thought I'd go for it.  The fact that two loads of another man's semen were inside her, near where I was licking didn't seem to register at the time.  I was horny, and I'm pretty sure she wanted to come badly.

I jumped in, going straight for her clitoris.  I didn't really notice anything unusual about her taste or smell, and I am pretty sure she was enjoying it... but she tapped out (which I really appreciated by the way) and then I moved to our quick, powerful new female orgasm technique.  I grabbed the Hitachi and then fingered her.  At this point, it dawned on me that there was another male's semen inside her that I was possibly coming into contact with.  Anyway, a man's gotta do what he's gotta do, and I needed my wife to orgasm.  It really didn't take her long - I'd like to think because of my cunnilingus - till I stopped the finger thrusting and then she came HARD.  I really felt her vaginal contractions on my finger.  This adds a whole new dimension to my enjoyment of her orgasms... that I can actually feel her come.  Awesome.

I gave her some post orgasm caresses, then really needed to take care of my own climax.  I know that I dropped a big load - her third of the night - inside her and then I think I passed out.

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You might be asking: will Suzy play with him again?   She told me that she has a date with him on Friday, then glibly asked if I was jealous.  I think excited is a better word.  I'm curious to know Suzy's thoughts and am hoping she will respond.